DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT

2007-12-07T13:14:00.001+08:00

Can't give
Can't give anymore.

HELLO I'M SO GLAD IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY, TODAY! One more week of school, omg time seems to pass very slow at this point in time. ): I cannot wait to go to Hongkong, somehow. Hahaha I need a very good break away from here. And yes, I miss all my girls alot. Especially Darrlinggs, Kris&Julia and my favourites.

I'm so shagged, hurrr. But on the other hand, Christmas is coming and I'm very excited about it. :D:D

2007-11-29T11:17:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what I was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.

What hurts the most

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA!

You're finally legal for almost everything! Anyway we've known each other for almost 10 long years already. Oh gawd, it's been a long way. Had many ups and downs together, gone on many service/overseas trips with each other and I remember we must always go together whenever we travel. And how we always remind each other that we got the model pupils award in P3. How we want to go to the same school after secondary school and join the same CCA ( though it did not come through but everything happens for a reason, I believe ) How we always have many misunderstandings in the past but yet all these made us stronger as friends and even as the best of friends. You were the one who has always been there for me, whether in good or bad times. I know there'll be more to come and you'll always have a special place in my heart. And you can always count on me like how I know I can always count on you. ONE YEAR OLDER SO MUST BE MORE SENSIBLE KAY! ( i sound damn old i know hahaha ) LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP <3

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I'm so drained. With plenty of meetings and events coming up and of course, other stuffs. By the way, I don't think I'm gonna blog here anymore but still, my blog will be opened for the sake of the links hahaha. Oh maybe I'll post some random stuffs here once in a while. :D

HERE!

I'M GONNA SEE DARRLINGGS LATER AT NIGHT YAY!

2007-11-26T10:44:00.001+08:00

Every little thing you do
Baby I'm so in love with you.

It's nice having two blogs and I've been neglecting this precious blog of mine, I know. Haha anyway I'll be closing this blog down soon I guess. :)))) Weekend has been good and this week's damn packed. Gosh, I think I'll be super drained out by the end of this week. I CAN'T WAIT TO FLYYYYYYY.

Okay, I feel very weird today. And my appetite sucks big time.

2007-11-23T12:12:00.000+08:00

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt.

Yesterday we had a mini surprise birthday celebration for Shoufang. So.. some of us met outside her class before that cause her current class was having their own birthday celebrations first.

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I'm going shopping with my Mum tonight. It's been a long time man. Oh yesss, pretty looking forward to next Monday and Tuesday too. ( !!! ) On the other hand, I've been so drained out. But I'm glad I've got friends that make me wanna go to school for. :))))

2007-11-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

So you're just too blind to see
But in the end you know it's gonna be me.

This week is passing way too slow, and yes it feels so weird. I met up with Sixuan yesterday after school ( finally, after cancelling of so many dates ) and we had SUBWAY for dinner. :D Haha the last time I had it was last year and it was with her too! ( CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ) I bought three cookies home for my Brother Sister and myself. Haha anyway we kind of shopped around but it was so rushing because shops were gonna close. So yes, it's not always nice to shop at night on weekdays. By the way, so many things caught my eye while we were shopping. I'm gotta have to save up money to buy Christmas presents man.

2007-11-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.

I've been down with a minor flu for days and it sure sucks. ): Must be the virus spreading in school, cause a lot of people are falling sick. Har anyway today the people at all the E blocks had a fire drill practice, hahaha it was pretty fun but dumb at the same time. We just had to evacuate from the classrooms and stay at the carpark for less than 10 minutes then be dismissed.

So.. I took a picture of it. Hahaha it's just.very.packed yeah. :D

And everybody in school was complaining cause MSN was down for the whole of today. There's some virus to it and the IT people are actually investigating the issue. Uh I was so lazy to go Ebuddy or whatever other alternatives to go online and chat so I watched Ratatouille on my laptop. It reallllly helped to kill some time. Err actually it's a lot of time cause my group mates were actually doing the work and I weren't really.

Okay I know the rat looks damn disgusting here. It's all because of the lighting hahaha.

I gotta rush home straight after school tomorrow because I've got a wedding dinner to attend later in the night. Wheeee I hope there's gonna be good food. :D:D Alright, I need to go do my RJ, revise for test tomorrow, take medicine and go to bed. ( i don't want to be stucked with tissues anymore )

2007-11-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

You're alittle too late
Cause I'm already torn.

Had a lot of fun in school yesterday. Cindy introduced me this super-fun-cool-website when I went over her class to find her and it got me so addicted. Too bad I don't have a webcam on my lappy.

HAHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY. I showed my classmates and they started smiling and laughing.

Later at night was like a Birthday-celebrations-night. Haha I went for Ryan Daddy's eighteenth birthday party at his place. Gawd, his house is so nice! Shanker, Jerome, their other friends and I just sat around outside his terrace house, eating and chilling. Jiaqi came after the cake was cut and everything so it was pretty damn late. Haha then at around Eleven, Jiaqi and I shared a cab down to Yishun cause I've got to attend another birthday celebration and that girl trained down from Yishun to Bugis to meet her friend.

I only got home at Three this morning, so tired uh.

Okay, I'm going back to zzzzzz already. And I really need ( want ) to shop this weekend.

2007-11-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

Well, I trip over everything you say.

It's exactly a month away to my December holiday, can't wait oh can't wait! Anyway I got my tooth extracted today already. Hahaha before the surgery, my classmates tried to scare me in class saying that it's gonna be damn painful and all that kind of thing. But they were very sweet still in the end lah.. hahaha. And no, it isn't as scary as I thought it would be. Now it's still bleeding and my mouth still feels damn numb. I CAN'T EAT LAH SO SAD. ):

The past few days have been so mundane. But I had a very well deserverd toilet break with Cindy on Tuesday. Haha we waited very patiently for the handicapped toilet and cam-whored inside. :D

Today's Holden's Seventeenth birthday! So yes our usual practice, we met at a empty classroom during lunch break, got ready the cake and everything and waited for his arrival. Hahaha but by the time he was there, the wax was already dripping all over on the cake. Everybody was complaining about it hahaha.

2007-11-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

Believe me
And we'll make it there together.

I went to school for just 1 1/2 hours today and left for the dentist because my wisdom tooth was killing me. PAINFUL OKAY ): Then my Dad brought me to Alexandra Hospital because I got referred there and yes, I'm gonna have an operation this Thursday. ( bloody scared!! ) My Dad sent me down to Holland V after that and I met up with Kris & Stella ! :D:D We did the usual stuffs and I'm very glad that we still make it a point to meet up every once, twice or thrice a week to catch up. I love you girls many many. :)

Thank you for the ice-cream Kris! Next time Fifty cents Mac ice-cream treat on me kay? ( HAHAHAHAHA ) Only you get the joke lah uh! Stella did not get the treat cause she went the other way haha. :D

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HELLO JINLI, YOUR COMMENT MADE ME FEEL SO AWWWW. :)))) I LOVE YOU TOO! AND YES, I'M GONNA SEE YOU REALLY SOON! I'M COUNTING DOWN TILL THE DAY I GET TO SEE AND HUG YOU! :D:D

2007-11-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

You played with my heart
You played with my mind
But I miss you finally
Right from the start.

Today's Global Entrepolis Event was pretty alright even though I was feeling so sleepy throughout the day. Oh man, came straight home after it ended cause I couldn't take it anymore. And yeah I think I'm gonna turn in pretty soon, like after dinner and everything. Need to charge myself for school tomorrow. ( BIG SIGH )

I finally got the chance last night to sit along the riverside near Fullerton reflecting and enjoying the breeze. ( not alone but still great ) Not being emo emo ah, but yeah y'know sometimes how busy life can be and we hardly get the chance for time of our own. Maybe it isn't very much important to you but to me it is. Because that's the time when you think through so much in your head and reflect on yourself.

The past few months had been like a rollercoaster ride for me. The Good and Bad came so fast one after another and it's pretty tough for me to handle my emotions. And I'm sure it's gonna be even tougher in the future. But I'm glad I pulled myself out of all these s-hits fast. There are actually many things on my heart that I'm concerned and worried about but it's so difficult to say or even share with someone at times.. not even the closest one to me. I admit I'm very afraid of rejections and judgements. ( okay who is not honestly? ) Y'know at times when you just wanna tell someone how you feel and what you really want, they judge you for that. It's so judgemental and it really hurts when your friend doesn't understand your true intentions and they sorta accuse you or bring you down. I may say I won't care what others may say because I don't live for them anyway. But y'know.. deep inside there's still the fear in me that I've always tried to hide. And when I tell them I want the best for both themselves and myself, they doubt. It's that kind of disappointment and insecurities I get but yet I don't wanna show it out.

I don't know about you but when I tell the people around me I really want the best for them and that I actually care for them, I really mean it. Cause if I don't give a damn about you, I seriously don't. Oh wellllll.. it's no use having alot alot of friends but none of them truly care and understands you. It's better to just have that handful of friends who are really true towards you. That's something I learnt after going through so much.

Okay I feel SOOOO GOOOOOD after saying all the above out. Oh gawwwwd it's been in me for so long and I really feel that kind of sense of relief even though it's only on my blog. :) 2007 is coming to an end in less than two month's time. Tell the people around you how much you love and care for them despite all that has happened. Don't wait until things happen and stuff like that.. really! Keeping all inside you won't do any good. :)

2007-11-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

Let's say take a break from our day
And gettin back to the old garage
Because life's too short anyway.

Oh gawd, it's been a week since I last blogged and I finally got the time to really sit down properly on my comfy bed to blog. :D Life's been pretty busy for me this whole week. Not much of playing.. or rather there wasn't any. Hahaha but other stuffs. There's gonna be an event on this Sunday and I can't wait to get it done and over with hahaha. But I'm gonna see my lovelies this coming Sunday so it's okay I guess. :D

Urm I'll just get some pictures uploaded cause there's too much to blog about for this whole week and stuff. Heh heh heh, I want more holidays man! Back to school on Monday again, omg. ):

Yvonne's Eighteenth/051107

Stella and I brought Yvonne to this really coooooool and nice place for dinner at Arab Street. Followed by Sheeshaaaa which was the really fun part. Played mind games and we got so hyper hahaha. :D :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY ONCE AGAIN MY DEAR GIRL! ( me <3 you manymany! :D )

Date with LimJiaqi today/ :)

We bought many sushi-s from Carrefour and headed down to Marina's Starbucks to chill. Haha last night, Jiaqi and I had a really long conversation over the phone. And it feels pretty good. Heart-to-heart and there was so much said.

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GOODNIGHT :D

2007-11-02T10:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright.

I met up with Stella yesterday at Holland. We had a seriously fun plus great time at Essential Brew hahaha. Funny thing is that we were making a fool outta ourselves online and of course there cause both of us had our laptops on. I'll name it all down in order on the lame things we've done.

1/
Stella : Hello, I'm walking over already. Count to 100 and I'll be there!
Clara : Hahaha wth ( so lame ), okay byebye.
Clara : ( Counts to 100 in her mind and even after 100 she's still not here yet. )

Now look, who is the lamer one HAHAHAHA.

2/
STELLA says:
HELLO!
STELLA says:
what u doing?
CLAAA♥ says:
HEYY
CLAAA♥ says:
oh im online
CLAAA♥ says:
at EB
CLAAA♥ says:
u?
STELLA says:
really. i am at essential brew too!
STELLA says:
where are you ?
CLAAA♥ says:
OMG SERIOUS
CLAAA♥ says:
IM DOWNSTAIRS
CLAAA♥ says:
YOU!?
STELLA says:
same
STELLA says:
me too!
STELLA says:
i am at the corner!
CLAAA♥ says:
OMG ME TOO
CLAAA♥ says:
WHERE
CLAAA♥ says:
WHERE
CLAAA♥ says:
!!!
STELLA says:
really . ohhj
STELLA says:
i saw u!
STELLA says:
I SAW YOU
CLAAA♥ says:
OMG URE BESIDE ME
CLAAA♥ says:
HAHAHAHAA
STELLA says:
beside me!
STELLA says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I swear this is so retarded. We were practically laughing our asses off like mad and everybody had their eyes stared at us haha. :D

3/
CLAAA♥: hey
niam: hey
CLAAA♥: what you doing?
niam: wtf
CLAAA♥: huh?
niam: why u and stella saying the same thing
CLAAA♥: huh. really meh?
niam: YES
CLAAA♥: ya right. paste to me!
niam:
STELLA says:
hey
niam says:
hey
STELLA says:
what you doing?
niam says:
wtf
STELLA says:
huh?
niam says:
why u and clara saying the same thing
STELLA says:
huh. really meh?
niam says:
YES
STELLA says:
ya right. paste to me!
CLAAA♥: OMF~
CLAAA♥: OMG!
niam: hHAHHAHAHAHAH
niam: U TYPE WRONG
CLAAA♥: hahahahaa

Okay if you don't get then let me tell you. Niam just happened to come online when Stella and I were so high and so we decided to disturb him online hahaha. So we typed the exact same things to him and oh gawd it was so damn hilarious. We were like some mad people laughing infront of our laptop screens. The last part was even funnier cause I pressed the wrong key accidentally and that Niam was laughing at me ( WTH ) hahaha!

4/

We had crazy-funny-chinese-words drawings with each other at the end before both of us decided to call it for a day hahaha. :D:D

So yes bottomline is I had a great time with my Bestfriend. ( LOVEEE LOVEEE YOU AH! )

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My class can open a gambling den already hahaha.

And I'M SO GLAD TODAY'S A FRIDAY LIKE FINALLY!

2007-11-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend.

It's Thursday and tomorrow's the last day of school, wheewheewheee! Though I'm only gonna be off from school for a week but still, better than nothing right! Haha these days I can't be bothered with school as much as before. My classmates and I have been spending our break times playing Daidee, eating and lying on the floor ( WTH )hahahaha. It's November already, omg can't believe how fast this is. And yeah, the good thing is that Christmas is just round the corner. Hohoho I'm so freaking excited for it ! :D

I cut my own fringe and it's so eeyer. Omg Grow-fringe-grow, please grow fast fast!

2007-10-29T13:59:00.000+08:00

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse and so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then.

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This is the part where I wanna skip. I know I can't turn back time to stop all that has happened but the past is haunting me. Now I can totally understand how girls can be so silly at times. Even though we ourselves know it isn't worth it, we'll still not let anything stop us from doing the things we wanna do.

OKAYYYYYY IT'S GONNA BE FINE IT'S GONNA BE FINE I'M GONNA BE FINE. :)

2007-10-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it.

Thursday 25/10

Jiaqi's eighteenth birthday. Twelve of us trained down to Marina South for steamboat and it was so fun. :D Birthday cum class gathering hahaha. ( I hoped you liked everything that we've planned my dear girl. AND YOU'RE FINALLY EIGHTEEN HOHOHO! )

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Friday 26/10

One of my classmate's birthday. So some of them went over to Causeway Point during lunch break to get a cake for the birthday boy, Zhou Jian. The class wasn't full on that day though. Zhou Jian treated some of them to Kbox after school and I couldn't go cause of some stuffs on at night. ): Hahaha.

Went Plush later at night cause we had free entry inside even after midnight ( thank God for connections ). The only weird thing was that I weren't with my own group of friends. But still, it was good. :)

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One more week of school and it's the school holiday! A really short break ( one week ) but still, better than nothing hahaha.

2007-10-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

And you say we're too young
But maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew.

Uh yes I decided to come straight home right after school today. Am so shagged and I'm gonna have dinner at home tonight. ( gosh after so dammit long ) It feels good to be back home so early haha, hardly got the time now to do this anyway. I miss my phone. I feel pretty sad without it by my side because it has been with me for almost two years. And now nobody can contact me whenever they want to, wow I'm so pathetic haha. ( spare phone is arriving tonight ! )

Pictures and stories time, but please note that the post is gonna be real long.

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So last Sunday I met up with Jiaqi in town for a pretty short while to shop around and we did some catching up plus cam-whoring haha.

I bought donuts from Donut Factory for my Family and I after shopping with Jiaqi last night at Marina Square.

And I had one of the best times in class with my team members yesterday. We were talking about a certain topic _______ and everybody got so excited! Hahaha it's funny how we were sharing our experiences so openly when we hardly know one another. Har har har.. I did crazy drawings with many people and got to save some of it.

I had a fun time today with the usuals during lunch break. Ah but minus Jonathan though. ):

I look so small in the picture omg hahahaha. :D

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I'm gonna catch up on reading my magazines, packing of stuffs and etc.. haha time-on-my-own is always needed.

I've became stronger than ever, stronger than what you've expected of me.

2007-10-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

When you're gone
Pieces of my heart are missing you.

I lost my bloody phone just hours ago, what the hell seriously. It's my first time losing a phone anyway. Hahaha I've never lost any phones or wallets in this eighteen years of my life. Hahahaha and I can laugh it off, oh I'm just gonna laugh it all. When someone is down with luck, everything goes wrong.

The past one week had been total hell for me. I lost myself, totally. I need to find the old Clara back before it's too late. NO TIME FOR REGRETS. Hahahaha now I don't even know what I'm typing about, just plain rubbish cause I'm feeling so damn numb.

Note to self : Memories aren't in my phone
They're in my heart/mind.

2007-10-16T12:38:00.000+08:00

2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say, try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye.

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''Nothing's too difficult to get over, it all takes time.''

2007-10-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

The shade that hides me
It never lies to me
It tells me I'm alright
And only you breathe
And all that I can see
I know that its alright.

Last night/this morning was really one hell of it. I only got home at Five today and felt so bad when I saw my Mum sitting in the living room waiting for me still. Okay I shall buy her chocolates tomorrow. :D Anyway I'm not being myself today, everything feels so weird. Oh well oh well oh well oh well..

2007-10-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

I never thought I'd ever have regrets
But there's something about you I just can't forget.

I can now declare that Milo Snack Bar works the opposite for me hahaha. These days I've been munching on it everyday and after which I'll feel so dammit sleepy. ( omg i thought it was supposed to be the other way round ) Anyway I gotta control myself and stop this habit. It's so fattening hahaha. Yesterday I had pretty some fun in class taking 25 shots with my classmates and chatting online with Hungju. Let the pictures do the talking. :D

HAHAHAHA OMG my classmate is so gay. But no worries, just gay on the surface lah hur haha.

This reminded me of Jinli. I remember having so much fun with her online drawing stupid things and making us laughed like anything. ( HELLO JINLI I MISS YOU I KNOW YOURE COMING BACK SOON YAY!!! )

After school, Pohyee Cindy and I went to the Pasamalam to get shark fin soups. Reminded me of the good old days where we used to go across to get them back to class for everybody haha. ( man they're real good times )

Today's test was pretty difficult I felt, haha but it's over anyway. Next week's gonna be hectic omgomg. Okay tomorrow's class is gonna end really early, thank God. :D

2007-10-09T19:19:00.000+08:00

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye.

My eyes are gonna close anytime, so sleepy omg. School's been the same. But I'm beginning to like my class alittle more and more hahaha. Some of us can really form the Milo Snack Bar gang already cause we never fail to grab one packet for school everyday. :D:D Tests are officially starting this Thursday = tests every week = really sucky.

Anyway the past weekend had been pretty bad. Saturday night, Stella and I hung out for only a few hours in town catching up and shopping alittle. Then Sunday morning, Yvonne and I had sucha failed-tanning-session. Well Yvonne was right, we must check the weather forecast in the future before making a trip down to Sentosa.

Ohohoh, it's confirmed that I'm leaving for Hongkong on the 16th of December ( my mum's birthday hahahaha ) till the 22nd. Haha actually it's only a 4 days trip but my parents extended it. Hohoho when I'm back, it'll be time for Christmas celebration yay!

2007-10-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

You make me so happy.

My parents got rather pissed off when I told them I wanna go out at Eleven last night, hahaha okay actually I felt bad cause I got them pretty worried. But someone wanted to bring me out so yeah. Came home at only Seven in the morning today. I know this will not always happen so yeah it's a once-in-awhile kind of thing lah haha. And now I can hardly get a good sleep. The alcohol is still in me and it's so uncomfy. ):

I know this is madness, but I miss you already. ):

2007-10-05T13:54:00.000+08:00

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say No
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose.

Omgomgomg, I've only been to school two times this week. Seriously was excited to go school today but my damn flu and sorethroat just have to attack me last night after the party. ): Now I really miss everybody there in school. And I'm so touched cause Jiaqi and all gave me missed calls and text messages asking me why am I not in school haha. I MISS YOU ALL TOO ): Har, anyway there wasn't any BBQ at East Coast yesterday but just having a dinner at this restaurant. The Korean birthday boy paid for everything and it added up to almost Five Hundred Bucks, woah. He's really generous and nice I must say. Then we had a couple of drinks which made almost everybody high. It was nice though, cause I got to see Ryan and Ashley back in their irritating actions towards Jiaqi ( especially ) hahaha. :D

I'm still living in my holiday mood and that's bad. Argh next week onwards I better make sure I do not skip classes. Hahaha oh I'm reallllllly looking forward to next week too! Zouk :D It's been a super long time since I party-ed.

Note to self : Be a good girl, take medicine, get lotsa rest and hopefully be all well again to go out and playy tonight hohoho.

2007-10-04T14:07:00.000+08:00

Should have started running.

Am not in school today again, hahaha. ( sorry jiaqi, shanker and i didn't mean to leave you alone ) Anyway I gotta rush to prepare after this. Going for Shanker's friend's birthday BBQ at East Coast and I wanna go to the library to borrow books too! Last night I got hell from my parents because of some stuffs but I'm glad it's all good now.

I freaking miss you.

2007-10-02T21:16:00.000+08:00

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming
All this love melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love.

I happily skipped class yesterday. Met Pohyee in the noon to buy Sipei's birthday cake. Then headed to school, back to our old classroom and I was pretty shocked to see the rest of the class there waiting already. :D Har har the old feelings and memories just came back and it's really heartwarming to see all the familiar faces. So Hungju was like whinning and calling for Sipei to come to class as if she's dead or something, HAHAHA! Okay so we switched off all the lights, everybody hid under-tables-and-chairs-behind-doors and I was holding the cake while kneeling on the floor, hahaha. It was so funny and yes definitely F-U-N. :)

Sipei must have been so touched cause if I were her, I would surely be lah. :D:D

Not everyone who was supposed to be there, was there. But still, I love this class to bits. :D

2007-09-29T14:31:00.000+08:00

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand.

My Dad just came to ask me when is my holiday at the end of the year. Most likely a holiday trip to HONGKONG in December! :D The first and last time I've been there was when I was Seven, har har. I'm currently lying on my comfy bed with my laptop on my lap, youtube-ing, friendster-ing, facebook-ing ( OMG I MUST SAY IT'S ADDICTIVE! ) and listening to my favourite songs. Nothing beats it, hahaha.

Then Bestfriend made me smile when I came online.

jon says:
!!
CLAAA♥ says:
!!!
jon says:
i miss u

Hahaha how sweet huh. :D

I haven't been returning to calls and text messages cause.. I just feel like getting away from almost everyone. Ah okay I know I suck.

PS : YES HOLDEN YOU'RE THE BEST ! Hahaha thanks for the comment it lifted my mood up a lot. :D

2007-09-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

As we fight over the slightest things.

So it's the last Friday of the month. October, November and December and the year's gonna be over even before I even know it. Harrrr it's so scary sometimes when I think of it. I've got no plans yet for the weekends and this is really surprising, but you can also say I pushed everything away cause I'm really drained. I NEED A BREAK, oh yes but no kit-kat for me. Hahaha Lame I know.

Sipei Jiaqi and I met up during lunch today and we just went out of the entrance and sat on a flight of stairs emo-ing/catching up and taking 25 shots. :D Lovely and I enjoyed the time spent though it was less than an hour together.

Then a small boyboy came along and we asked him to join us in our shots, hahahaha. His mum must have been secretly laughing at our stupid poses. :D

Walked over to the station with Disgusting-Bestfriend-Jonathan and we were talking about Ice-cream almost all the way. Haha tsk, how sick can guys be sometimes haiyo. Got home and I felt like going out again without having any plans. So I changed and then got to know that Julia's working at Far East so I decided to go down town to find her. And actually wanted to shop alone but all I did was using the internet and taking pictures with her lappy hahahaha.

I feel so helpless in this area, sorry. :)

I had a long day and it's time to crash my bed, goodnight people. :D

2007-09-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

Miracles happen once in a while
When you believe it.

I find that the things that used to be around me, aren't here anymore. Sometimes all that you need to go on, especially when the road gets rough, is the assurance from the ones who mean a whole lot to you. And there are times when you really want something badly, but you just find it so difficult to express it.

Har har, it's times like this that I really wanna go for a jog/walk and not be contacted for the time being.

-

I had a well-spent time with Stella today at Holland. :D

2007-09-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

More than you know.

Was thinking of skipping school either today, tomorrow or on Friday. But dannnng, I decided to come to school today, there's gonna be meetings tomorrow and a talk on Friday to get my damn points. Argh now my plan's all cancelled. ): I've been so drained, I really am and I need to get more rest. Also, start on my shopping spree, getting back my cam-whore days, tannining and going back those good-food-days. Two more dayss to the weekends! Time please speed up alittle just for me.

Some overdue and recent pictures, hahaha.

Sipei and I in the library, haha that girl has been skipping lessons ever since the start of school man. Okay so we met up for break together and took 25 shots on her lappy. I miss those days in class where we never fail to quarrel and argue about stupid things that made everyone around laugh. Myyyyy Bestfriend. :D

Shanker and I on the train. That guy kept irritating me with the person _____ and ahhh I really felt like killing him! Hahaha and he has been sick for so many days. Oh Shanker please hurry come back to school! I missss you Bestfrienddddd. ):

Saturday's flea market was pretty alright. Haha didn't get everything sold but it's okay. Thank you Stella for bringing back my stuffs for me first! :D

This was during the holidayyy. Ryan Shank Jiaqi and I. That day was spent accompanying Jiaqi to cheer her up hahaha. See how much she's loved. :)

This wasss just few weeks back, during seminar. Har har har :D

Milo Bar is addictive these days, I must say.

2007-09-21T14:19:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side.

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you.

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you.

Oh it's finally Friday and I can't believe the weekends are h e r e! :D Been reallly shagged these days. Can't wait for September to end because this month's so hectic, sometimes it kills. And it's the flea market tomorrow, looking forward to of course! Hopefully I get to clear and sell off everything there. Har har har okay I'm falling asleep already. I need to listen to some really hype music to wake myself up.

Meeting Sixuan later, yay ! :)

2007-09-20T14:17:00.000+08:00

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we would count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever.
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then.

2007-09-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

Now I'm picking up the pieces.

Pictures, as promised. :)

OHMYGOODNESS, school is sucha bore. ): I seriously drag coming back to school. New environment and it isn't very good but neither is it bad. I miss my old class a lot a lot a lot, they're much more fun. But I'm glad we still meet up during breaks and for lunch back in our favourite block. :D And it's Two Twenty Three in the noon now, currently waiting for school to end. Ahhh, presentation's gonna start soon so I'm rushing to end this.

But before that, Eileen is damn cute hahahaha.

eileen ♥ says:
lalala
eileen ♥ says:
say please!
CLAAA♥ says:
hahaha ok PLEASEEEEEEE

I asked her to send me some songs and that ( above ) was what she said.

2007-09-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

Gotta go my own way.

So it's back to school tomorrow again, after three whole weeks. No more coming home after Twelve Midnight everyday, no more spending my precious money on cabs almost everyday and no more getting all tight up with my own stuffs. I gotta get back my social life as said ( hahahaha ) and I gotta get myself out of my holiday mood. It's quite sad I didn't really have the time to enjoy myself and do the things that I planned to do during these three weeks. But it's okay, :)

This weekend was spent outside NLB, having the pushcarts to ourselves and selling the different stuffs. I must say I enjoyed myself a lot even though there was nothing much to do. REALLY! We spent our time slacking, watching movies on the laptops, listening to music, running in and out of the area to eat and being so greedy by testing on the mooncakes that were for samples. HAHAHAHA it was so funny because we pretended to be so interested in buying but nah, we were just plain GREEDY. :D I had so much fun, and I love my girls. <3

Pictures tomorrow or something. And my parents are the BEST I must really say. Especially my Mum cause she has been giving me so much cash and it's much more than what I'm supposed to get. But of course being a very good girl I returned her some. Hahahaha and they're so supportive of what I'm doing now. I feel very lucky, reallllllly. :D

2007-09-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

Maybe we should just sit and watch.

My blog's been so dead, considering the fact that I used to blog every single day. Anyway today's really special and good, I thank God for today. A little time to myself even though it's not enough. Do you believe I haven't been going down for a proper shopping spree for more than a month? Hahaha I've been so dammit busy with so many stuffs and it's so weird because my life changed so much. Anyway haha, school is going to reopen in less than a week's time. ( ): ): ): ) And my new class is so argh I don't know what to say. The block's so super far, I can't afford to be late for school man because I must walk like mad.

I need to get back my social life as soon as school starts. I'm so deprived of so many things, I swear.

2007-09-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

There's just too much that time cannot erase.

I'm very happy cause I got in for the Lime Flea Market on the Twenty Second of September. :D

Har on the other hand, I'm not enjoying my holiday at all. It's so boring and I know I'm gonna regret when school starts if I do not do something about it now to make it all worthwhile. Everybody's so busy with either school or work ( including me ) and it's no-fun at all. I'M GOING BACK TO BANGKOK EARLY NEXT YEAR I DON'T CARE!

PS: JIAQI PLEASE CHEER UP AND BE STRONG OKAYYYYY. You still got me and the rest. :) Some things are just not worth it.

2007-08-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

Take one step at a time
And you'll never go wrong.

I kind of lost touch with a lot of people these days and it feels like a long time. Never been this stressed up before for the past few days but I'm glad it's all over, yeah I guess. But then it was the time where you start seeing and knowing the people who reallllly care and those who pretended to care. It's quite disappointing but I chose to tell no one about anything that I was going through. It's like all kept within me, you know howwwwww torturing it was? Haha, whatever.

Last Monday morning when I was waiting for the train to school for a meeting, I bumped into Silas ( omg long time seriously long time ) and we caught up during the journey towards my and his school. I can't believe how he can be Missing In Action for 3 whole months due to his big project. Har if it was me, I'll die lah. ( 5 days cannot take it already ahh ) And yeah I'm glad he has completed everything and I told him it's time for his friends. :)

On a random note, I lost half of my voice again and I sound like a freak now when I talk. Arghhhhh and I feel like puking too. ): It's terrible to have a senstive throat, and I'm one of the very unlucky ones.

I kind of miss school even though I still want my holiday. I miss my class and all that rubbish/fun that we always have. ):

No doubt, darrlinggs too. Meet up soon okay okay.

2007-08-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

There's no where left to fall.

Three weeks of holiday's really seriously short for me and I'm guessing for everybody else too. So many things on ( meetings/work/events ) and sometimes it makes me quite scared. I'm just hoping I'll be able to enjoy the last week of holiday, at least just one week for me. On top of that, I'm not in the best of mood so that's worse. Har har, sucky.

-

I accompanied Gracia to Marina Bay yesterday for the waterfest event. Reuben was taking part in the Jetski competition so we were there watching. There were like Dragonboat/cheerleading/wakeboarding and etc.. too. Basically, we spent our whole afternoon there and got sunburnt. ( ouch ) My face is still red by the way. Har it was fun actually.

Oh that's Reuben Teeeeeeeeo.

The dog is so cuteeee! You see the shoes there? Hahahaha so pretty.

Omgggggg, the guy in white is super cute hahahaha. He was playing a game with the kids to give out some gifts. And the way he talked to them is so funny, Cia and I kept laughing and laughing. Hahaha super cute okay!

We left for dinner after that and then walked all the way from Marina to Wisma. But the journey was nice though. :)

2007-08-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

And as we go on
We remember all the times we had together.

I better do some proper update now even though I don't really have the time cause the next few days are gonna be packed. So yesterday was the last day of the first semester and also the last day with the class. We spent some time after school watching slideshows of the many pictures taken since the start to the end and also videos taken which are so hilarious. It's reallllly sad, having to part after sixteen weeks of togetherness. And I'm gonna miss you guys a lot. ( actually already missing lah haha ) Many things have changed since the start of school but still, there have been really good and sweet memories that will always remain. :) MEET UP SOON PLEASE, A GATHERING OR WHAT WOULD BE GOOD! :D

Fahmymymy's always having all his cute cute poses, hahaha.

Sipei's trademark! ( oh how i love this girl although she bullies me the most. :) )

Patrick treated us pizzasssss on the second last day of school!

Dong Liiiii! Sipei's and my favourite.

Fahmymymy playing pictures on slideshows of our classsssss.

On the lassssst day, taking the last 25shots pictures.

Zongdaaaaaaa, the lame lame lame guy who learnt his lame jokes from me. Hahaha :)

Like what I've said, I loveeeeee this girl.

Jasonnnnnn, very nice guy. We never fail to come up with so much nonsense whenever we are in the same team hahaha.

Cindyyyy! my fellow GB mate. I'm gonna miss her lots.

The three of us used to be realllly close. But it's okay now that things have changed. Cause the both of them will always be close to my heart. :)

My FAVOURITES. :D

The ganggg, hahaha the ones who are always there. :D

The class girlsssss. :)

And again!

Oh it's Jiaqi and Faizal.

I must say she's the first friend I made ever since the start of school. And even how many times she ran away without me or without telling me, I still love her hahahaha. <3

Leonarddddd, the very very nice guy. ( to bully hahaha )

Lin Chen, the XiaoChen.

That's Samsonnnnn.

MY BESTFRIENDDDDDD, JONATHAN! hahaha.

Taking pictures outside the classsssroom.

The guy behinddddddd me in brown is Holden Lim, that stupid but nice bear! Hahaha.

Fahmymymy again! And Shanker's big head.

Patrick! Our father of the class. :D

Ali babaaaa, hahaha.

Darren TCC! Omg he looks like my little brother lah, so young-looking hahaha. Yes, he helped me to return my library books haha, very nice person.

Opposite class, RYAN & JJ!

The very last presentation with the class.

W14N :)

Oh y'know our class dustbin is always the fullest compared to the three other classes nearest to us. Haha but yest was an exception though.

The very lasssssssst time, haha how sad.

Thank you for the memories, I love you all. (:

2007-08-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

I've got so many things on hand now, so dammit stressed up.

2007-08-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

Let's toss the coin to decide, shall we?

I finally went to school today, haha actually I almost did too yesterday. Anyway long story, I'm so lazy to type it out. Bottomline : Jiaqi was angry with Shanker and I ( more of me lah ) and she took revenge by leaving me alone in school today. Thank God Shanker came, hahaha. And so.. yesterday I met Jon, Shanker and Jiaqi in Town and we caught The Bourne Ultimatum, good show I must say. Jonathan left after having his lunch at Pepper Lunch, hoho so the three of us walked over to PS.

Today's the last Enterprise module lesson, ah so sad. ): We spent some time after class taking pictures. Two more days and byebye to everyone, omg. ):

Oh that's my facilitator and I really like her a lot! She's so niceeeeee, yes yes.

I've got a sudden craving for SUGAR ROLLSSSSSSSS!

2007-08-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

Cause I cannot remember the last time you make my heart flutter.

18Aug'07

Yvonne and I planned to go to the beach to tan together but dang, it was pouring heavily in the morning. Met up with each other in the afternoon and she accompanied me to alter my jeans. Haha then we walked around and then sat around for a while. She left to Raffles and I went to meet Kris at Holland V. We went for dinner and then she brought me to do Medicure and she had Pedicure. Omggg if you know me well, you'll know I'll never want to spend my money on such stuffs but har har Kris treated me to it. She said she owe me a belated birthday present so that was it. Haha thank you very much my dear girl, I'm so touched. :) It was good and I was smiling after that cause my nails look so prettty oh yeah.

Starbucks after, plain chilling session with a magazine each in our hands. It was great, and I'm glad we enjoyed each other's company. STELLA GOH YOU OWE US ONE KAY! ( angry face ) Hahahaha.

And on the way back in the bus, Kris and I overheard a guy telling his friend he knows why is the movie called 881 in chinese. It means PAPAYA, hahahahahaha. I almost burst out laughing.

2007-08-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

And we're changing our ways,
Taking different roads.

Am supposed to be in school today ( cause Shanker texted and asked us to go ) but well it was raining in the morning and it felt so good to not get outta bed and I was really tired so har har har I decided to stay at home today to do my stuffs. So hm, I'm missing out on a short lesson and good pizzas now. But it's okay I don't regret actually hahaha.

Yesterday!

Jiaqi and I left after test cause we did not feel right being in school.

1) It was freezing cold in class.
2) It was raining and we felt so sleepy plus tired.
3) Module yesterday was boring.
4) We just felt like skipping class.

And yes, we headed down to Town haha. Practically did nothing except having my favourite Wantan Noodles for lunch, slacking at Starbucks on the comfy sofas, accompanying her to Lucky Plaza to look for her friend and eat. Then we just sat there like forever to talk about stuffs. ( mostly hearing all her stories hahaha ) But it was a good time spent, considering we've not been out like this one on one together for a pretty long time. THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME I'M MORE IMPORTANT! Hahahaha so touched. :D

We experienced something really freaky in the one of Hereen's toilet. Ah ran all the way out screaming and freaking everybody out there with their heads turned to stare at us. Hahaha I don't feel like saying here though. Anyway Jiaqi was really freaked out after still, but I got over it pretty soon.

Went off to Wisma to meet Stella and Jiaqi left to Bugis to meet her friends. Kris came shortly and we walked over to Sakae at Wheelock to have our food! Julia came and it's reunion time. Hahaha all of us were feeling so worn out. Walked around at Far East Plaza then walked over to Starbucks to have a sit and a chat. Then it was Cold Storage after and home. I'm happy to meet up with you girls! :) Soon again, yuuuupie.

2007-08-15T13:24:00.001+08:00

Summertime summertime
Sugar candy cherry world.

Hohoho, it's just 6 more days of school left to the end of the semester. ( or maybe 5 for me if I'm skipping school on Friday ) I'm very much in the holiday mood already, sad to say hahaha. And half of the class isn't here today uh uh.

There's a number of things I wanna do during the holiday and yes hopefully get a part time job cause I wanna see money rolling in my pockets. :D

2007-08-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

Turn the pages and you'll get the answer.

My mum, sister and I went Vivo yesterday to shop! I never really liked Vivo that much because I find the place too big and packed like always. And I got a splitting headache after that so wasn't really in the mood to shop much. My sister was so happy she got her favourite Jelly Beans from Candy Empire ha ha ha. I wish I could steal some of it but I can't, dumb dumb cough that I'm still having. ):

Now I must resist myself from almost all my favourite food to make sure that I recover fully. It's so torturous okay.

2007-08-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Go only when you know your way.

I caught Disturbia today with Shanker at Lido and I must say the movie's really nice, haha. Even though the storyline isn't that fantastic or what, I still like the movie. :D Was supposed to meet Cheryl after that but she cancelled on me, how sad uh uh. ( read this okay my dear! hahahaha ) Anyway I wasn't feeling that well after the movie so I went home.

Note : TWO MORE WEEKS TO HOLIDAYYYYYYY! :)

2007-08-10T13:22:00.000+08:00

A little out there.

Let me see, I've been sick for 1,2,3.. omg 6 dammit days. ): This whole week should spell the word F-U-N but dang, it isn't. ): I'm still not fully well and taking like almost 9 pills a day is no joke. ( i sound so weak at this point in time of my life ) I'm seriously praying I'll be well by tonight or at least tomorrow. Oh please, I need my fun. ): Supposed to meet Shanker and Sipei for movie today cause all of us skipped school but because of me everything's cancelled. How sad I feel so bad. ):

( Notice the number of sad faces so far )

I'VE GOT ISSUES!
1) I need money to buy the refills for my polariod camera.
2) I need money to buy more clothes, cause I hate re-wearing them.
3) I need someone to help me remove my nail polish on my nails ( it's so uglyyy ), cause I'm so lazy to remove it myself.
4) I WANT TO GO OUT CAUSE I'M STUCKED AT HOME FOR SO LONG!
5) I miss my friends.

2007-08-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

But dreams alone won't get you far.

I went to school for like one hour today and then I went home. Was feeling so dammit sick ( like shit ): ) and Hung Ju was so nice, he sent me down to get a cab even though he was feeling sick too. I don't know if I should count myself lucky or what but these days I kept meeting really nice taxi uncles. Today, the uncle got lost in his directions and so he drove a super long way and I was so scared at first cause I thought he wanted to cheat my money or something. ( almost twenty bucks fare ) But then he told me to name a price that I usually pay from Woodlands to Clementi. So I said twelve bucks ( like anyhow ) and he really only took 12 bucks from me. I should have said Ten or so I know but I was being really nice and honest. He said I should see the doctor again because I'm not getting any better, how sweet.

Ahh whatever, slept for four hours when I came home and then I went down to Town to shop alittle myself first before meeting Yvonne. We walked aimlessly around town doing nothing.

-

Happy National Day, since it has past midnight.

1) I think I've reached a point in my life where I feel there's practically NOTHING here that's worth it.
2) These days = CRAP.
3) I hate being sick.
4) I wanna close this blog down, like soon.
5) I'm in a really lousy mood, bye.

2007-08-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to gray
At least that’s how it feels to me
Whenever you’re away.

I've not been feeling well the whole time today in school. Had got this puking feeling and eeeeek it's terrible. I lost my appetite totally and everything tasted so blend to me. ( even my favourite green tea ) ): And I sound like a freak at times when my voice isn't there haha. Well, maybe when I'm off from medication things would be back to normal. By the way, so many people in class are either sick or falling sick. Omgggg that's not good!

School felt really dull today, don't ask me why. Maybe it was just me.

2007-08-06T11:47:00.000+08:00

I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known.

I'm not in school today. I just came back from the doctor not long ago and I'm currently down with cough and sorethroat, omggg my throat is too pain to even swallow anything. ( even water ) ): This week I'm going to be in school for only two days then. Hahaha Thursday's National Day and I'm gonna skip school on Friday. Actually they should just make Friday a school holiday for Poly kids too yesssss?

I feel as though I've got lots of things to do at home even though there's nothing. Shall pack my room, continue with my storybook, read up on some magazines and take a nap. Wow day's good today, getting a break from the world and having some time to myself.

-

Last night I was just sitting on my bed thinking of what I wanna do after I graduate. ( by the way I can't wait to get over these three years of poly life ) Then I thought about either going overseas for University in Psychology or having further studies in Hotel Line stuffs which is related to my course. I hope I'm not thinking too far because I don't wanna stay in Singapore the whole time. Haha and if I have the chance, I wanna work overseas. :D Y'know it's so nice to plan everything out but sometimes along the way, things usually change and not go your way. But I hope it happens because I've been dreaming of it for like forever.

So now.. I shall be a good girl and save up money for it because I don't want my parents to pay for everything. It's gonna be too much for them mannnnnnn.

2007-08-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

And so we always talk about
Those good ol' days.

FDD's dinner was not too bad and I felt that they made the hall really cosy and the lightings were beautiful. :) That made up the whole night even though the food wasn't all that great ( but it was pretty good ) and the programme just was pretty average. Not many pictures taken and when I say it's not many it doesn't mean realllllly few but it's not a lot taken on an occasion like this, hahaha.

Almost everyone was wearing either black or white - Fairfield Goes Broadway indeed.

Alright, there's more to this but I'm not going to upload all of course. After the dinner, Yvonne Stella Sixuan and I cabbed down to Holland V to chill. Before that, Stella went home to get the bottle of Volka so that we can drink. We sat at Wala Wala for like five minutes and then we left to Essential Brew. French fries, that Onion Ring and Sotong inside ( forgot the name ) with volka made up the night. Chatted till One a.m in the morning.

Hahaha, I've just taken the cough medicine so it's already taking effect. Omgggggg I pray I won't fall sick. Time to be a waterholic. ( at least for now ) Goodnight people.

2007-08-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

Sing along to every song we know.

Three more weeks to holiday, can't wait can't wait can't wait. FDD service back in Fairfield yesterday evening wasn't all that fantastic. We experienced a Five minutes or so blackout when Miss Lim was saying a speech, hahaha. But it's something I would definitely remember, like what Miss Ong said. The only great thing about yesterday was that I managed to see the Fives again after a long time for some. ( even though not many people went )

Then Sixuan, Jun, Onni, Jerry, Joff, Mikh and I bused down to Holland V to have a bite. Then we decided to hang around at the playground under some blocks, chatting away. Onni, Jerry and Joff left earlier. So the rest of us were still there and we saw a B&L couple quarrelling and fighting. Omggg I swear it was so scary and we being such busybodies kept peeping at them. Sixuan took 61 home and Jun & Mikh took 105 together with me and sent me home hahaha. ( thanks guys )

DINNER TONIGHT! whoohooo, it better be good.

2007-08-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

Rmemeber me this way.

School has been pretty lively these days. First was the grand opening/jump concert just that Tuesday and today there's Jam&Hop and the Haunted House. Hahaha Shanker, Jiaqi, Sipei, Leonard and I went off to the haunted house during the start of our second breakout and thankfully there wasn't really a queue at that time. It was so hilarious, seriously! Jiaqi and I kept screaming and screaming for nothing at the beginning part and the rest of them kept laughing. Then in the middle of the walk, I tripped and fell. OMG IT WAS SO PAINFUL OKAY. ): Then I just sat down there with the ''Ghost'' infront of me. HAHAHAHAHA then Shanker happened to drop his stat and the ghost lighted up the candle to help him look for it. HAHAHAHA, we kept laughing and laughing. But Jiaqi was still screaming pretty badly, omg so funny. And Leonard was even funnier, he kept walking around the ghost and strolling.

Anyway it was realllly fun. :D FDD service tomorrow! I'm pretty excited for both the service and the dinner which is on Saturday. ( even though it's gonna be held in the school hall uh uh uh )

2007-08-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

Something like rolling stones.

Hohoho, finally got the time to update. JUMP concert last night was pretty good/fun. Haha I was hanging around the whole time with my orientation group people. Everybody got so dammit excited when the Prime Minster came, togther with other Ministers. Met Shanker, Ryan and others to go home togther at about Eleven. Oh gosssh and I missed the last train from Jurong East back to Clementi. ): So I cabbed back and the taxi uncle was so niceeeeee. :D

Me : Uncle, how much is the fare from here to Clementi?
Uncle : I don't know, why?
Me : Errrr, haha just asking.
Uncle : You scared you have not enough money is it?
Me : Hahaha yes, only six bucks with me.
Uncle : Don't worry lah, I'm not going to kill you or what.
Me : Hahahaha okay.

Then when I reached, he only charged me Four bucks when the fare's like Five Sixty. And he made sure that that's my block cause he thought that I've got not enough money to pay if he drives on more. So nice right!

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I was so upset this morning because I wanted to get down to the swimming complex and tan but it was raining, omggg. So I slept in again for a little while more. Headed down to the National Library to borrow some books. Hahaha met Stella after her lessons then we had lunch. Stayed in Starbucks for pretty long while waiting for Yvonne to come.

2007-07-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

But don't pretend you ever forgot about me
Don't pretend you ever forgot about me.

I woke up at 1145 this morning, rushed to wash up, had breakfast, got changed and went off to meet Kristal and Stella at Marina Square. Haha wanted to head down to the National Library to borrow some books to read but it's too rushing. So yess, we shopped around but there wasn't much. Then we walked over to TCC to chill. These days, chilling > shopping = LOVE!

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There's JUMP concert tomorrow after school and Stef's so nice, she got Eunice and me tickets. I heard the PM is going to be there too haha. And my mum cooked my favourite black chicken soup with rice for dinner tonight, yay!

2007-07-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

Move it like that.

Past midnight already and I'm skipping school today because,
1) We had to wear formal
2) I think there are quite a number of people who are not going
3) I needed a rest.
4) I'm clearing my leave. ( slowly )

Hahaha today I went to collect my jeans with Yvonne. Then we bused down to Town to have my favourite Wantan Noodles for dinner. Starbucks after because Yvonne needed to finish up with her project. So I just slacked there, writing in my personal diary and reading my magazine. :D

And oh while Yvonne was busy typing away..

I became bored and so I cam-whored with myself.

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Okay it's bedtime, GOODNIGHT.

2007-07-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried.

Hello early Sunday afternoon, I'm here lying on my bed and I can't believe I'm up already.

Stella suggested that we buy BESTFRIENDS rings so yesss as you can see, it's blurred and the words cannot be seen. Ahh I'm so sorry but it's my camera's fault.

Then yesterday, I met Yvonne in the late afternoon under my block and we went off to have lunch together. Then trained down to Bugis to get my jeans and shopped around. :D Walked over to Topshop after that to meet Jiaqi, Shanker and Ashley. Ashley left for work and the three of us decided to train down to City Hall to wait for Jonathan. We were supposed to have steamboat together but we weren't really in the mood for it so we went over to the market place ( i forgot the name of it ) and had our dinner while waiting for Leonard. AND THEN WE SAW FIREWORKS! Because they were having the preview. Hahaha everybody started screaming and clapping like wow, they haven't seen it before. Hahaha okay I must admit I got rather excited too. ( unlike my classmates who were busy eating ): )

It's so sad that Julia couldn't get the NDP tickets for us this year cause usually, we'll always be going every year. But it's okay, thank you still my dear! :D And I can't believe they are tearing the National Stadium down cause the place holds too much memories for me there.

I'm so amazed by the fact that there were fireworks on top of the builings too. So cool yessss.

Can you see the thing on this head? Haha I tied it for him and he looks like Nezha right!

Fahmymymyyy and Shanker's friends joined us later in the night, took the second last train home and that's about it.

I'm hungryyyyyy and I wanna get cookies when I'm out later.

2007-07-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

You can tell anyone about it
Show it off no need to hide it.

Yesterday/
I was in a pretty lousy mood. But I felt much better after meeting the girls in town. Kristal, Stella and I sat at Sakae Sushi for like two hours, waiting for Julia to come. Nothing much, it was just a plain catch-up session.

The eggie sushi was so small, omggggggggg. ):

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What if I say I'm not fine? Cause would things be like the past?

2007-07-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look.

Gotta go and change my laptop screen asap, omg i hate seeing that line there. ): My laptop is always giving me problems, urgh so stupid okay. School seemed pretty fun today. We kept ''Mama, mama, mum, mum..'' and all that. HAHAHAHA and I swear I was being so irritating repeating that over and over again. Nvm I doubt you get what I mean unless you watch the show I blogged about yesterday. Tomorrow's Thursday and it's gonna be good cause I'm gonna see my girls. :D There's no lessons next Wednesdayyyyyy, yippeeeeeee.

2007-07-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around.

Class has just ended and I gotta wait in school till like Five for my a briefing, hohoho. Today's test wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but still, I've got this bad feeling about it. Haha okay whatever, it's over anyway. I feel pretty relaxed now that there's no more tests till next Tuesday ( the last round ) hahaha yay. It's just Thirty days left with the class and it's quite sad actually. ): But I wanna have a change of a new environment too, somehow. Sipei is so nice today cause she bought me a sausage even when I did not ask for it. :D But when she's mean, she's so mean! Okay, it's freaking cold here in class omg omg.

My class plays this to watch everyday in class, hahaha and it's freaking hilarious. But I prefer watching desperate housewives though.

2007-07-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

You must know that it has never been easy on me.

Manda has gone back to America last night already. ): Yvonne, Stella and I met up with Matt and Jon in Town for awhile because it was Matt's eighteenth birthday. Bought a small oreo cheesecake for him, had dinner at Lido and then the three of us went off to walk alittle. We cabbed down to the airport at around Nine, at night. Then yeah, Scorp treated Jun and us to swensens. We had ice-cream and the three of us decided not to send Manda off to the departure gate cause it would be really sad. Hugged her and everything and we went off.

OH MANDA PLEASE TAKE CARE WHEN YOU'RE BACK! I MISS YOU ALREADY. ): AND COME BACK SOON KAY! ( even i know it wouldn't be soon or perhaps not at all )

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School was pretty fine today, hah.

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It's hard not to get upset when you see things you wish you just wouldn't see. But it's okay I guess. I'm getting better and hopefully it wouldn't bother me anymore soon.

2007-07-22T12:36:00.000+08:00

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done.

Had a good meet-up with Nessie Loh yesterday after sucha long time. I kept tempting her to eat and eat and eat, hahaha. So we had Sakae Sushi, I had Gelare Banana Split Ice-cream after and she had Fried Mars Bar. We wanted to catch a movie cause that girl hasn't been watching any for some time but the tickets were either sold out or the timings were weird. So we shopped around in the end.

Then Ness left to meet her classmates and I decided to train home to rest cause my head felt so heavy like it's going to drop anytime. I spent some time with my mum, sitting infront of the television and watching the news ( HAHAHAHA ) yes. Left the house after that and met Manda and Yvonne at Holland. Had some food and fruits at the hawker centre and then to Essential Brew for some chill out session. Gosh I swear I ate so much yesterday and today I'm going to have like one meal only. ( HOPEFULLY! ) We felt so dammit sleepy after eating hahahaha so we cabbed home after that and I got home past One a.m.

I can't believe Manda's leaving tonight. I hate going to the aiport, having to stand at the departure gate and waving goodbye.

2007-07-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again.

Racial Harmony Day today and it's also my brother's twenty secondth birthday.

I stole this picture from his computer, hahahaha.

Anyway I gotta rush to go prepare like now and get going. And all I wish for is to have the rainy weather gone.

2007-07-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Behind these hazel eyes.

This week passed reallllllly fast and it's a good thing. I had a very good Friday evening today with Kris and Stella in town. Caught up quite abit and y'know I feel the best when I'm with my favourite girls. So we sat at Starbucks for over an hour talking/laughing/having little chats over cups of coffee and a bowl of salad. Then when we felt like shopping alittle, shops were already closed. Haha friday evenings couldn't be better.

Since I'm done with my RJ and there's no need for me to race with time, I'm going to upload some pictures.

2007-07-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

The distant look is in your eyes.

I just want to erase everything that has happened these days and fast forward. My mood's so on and off, screw lah. ): Anyway today, Eunice Stef and I managed to meet up but it was a damn bad day for us. Eunice's footwear gave way in the morning, Stef dropped her laptop and the screen cracked and she lost her mobile phone right after that ( GOSH! ) and I.. I don't feel like saying what caused me to be in a lousy mood today. Jon called me last night because he wanted to check on me but I was already in bed. Still, thank you so much.

Tomorrow's Friday and Manda's leaving on Sunday night. Oh wth.. sometimes things get going so fast and I can't catch up. OH BREATHE CLARA BREATHE!

2007-07-18T14:28:00.000+08:00

Hanging by a moment.

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before
But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

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Went off from school after the first breakout today. I needed a break off from everything and so here I am now at Paragon starbucks with Sipei and Shanker. Lying on the sofa, surfing the net and having just a cup of coffee is what I wish I could do everyday. Life would be so good. I must go on a shopping spree this weekend because I'm dying for one.

2007-07-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

Be on your way.

Last Sunday. Arab Street with Jiaqi, her cousin, Shanker and his two other friends. Oh I was so amazed and entertained by Ashley who was making fun of Jiaqi like crazy.

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I'm feeling better and better each day, thank God for that. And even though I'm still feeling pretty upset about the whole thing, everything doesn't matter anymore. Cause I've got people around me who care so much and I'm very touched by the fact that they actually tried their best to cheer me up.

Was supposed to be out with Stef and Eunice today after school but both of them can't make it last minute. Quite sad cause we haven't been out together for a couple of weeks. Haha but we're making it up this Thursday, great. I walked over to the station with Matt and Jon to meet Yvonne and the both of us trained down to City Hall to eat and just shopped alittle around. Then to Esplanade for awhile. Thank you for todayyyyyy. :D

2007-07-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

I'll just move on from here.

My eyes are so swollen now. And all of a sudden I feel so lost and afraid. The people around me are so scary, seriously.

2007-07-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.

Today's one of the very few days I wish I could fall back into sleep easily when I wake up, time after time. I'm so tired but my mind just wouldn't let me off. Last night was uh pretty good, considering I had free drinks from Shanker and Jonathan and the little talks here and there. It kept me in the right mind for that short period. And I left right after Sipei toured around Singapore ( she got lost ) and found us finally.

2007-07-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

It gets harder each time round.

It's 13th of July today, black friday! Hahaha anyway I'm so glad the weekends are here, yet again. I realised that the weeks are passing by faster and faster and it's so scary because time flies way too fast at times. I'm not really looking forward to the next holiday which is coming up at the end of August because this = splitting of class and new classmates and a whole new process of making new friends again right after the holiday. Wth, I don't want okay. ):

Oh I'm in Starbucks now with Cheryl and we just bought six tickets for tomorrow's movie with the darrlinggs. :D:D HARRY POTTER HERE WE COME! We didn't want to walk around with heavy laptops and all so we decided to chill here but currently, Cheryl's feeling bored cause her battery has died on her hahahaha. And here I am enjoying surfing the net and all.

Yesterday after Jive's meeting, Jiaqi, Sipei and I trained down to City Hall cause we wanted to cam-whore and take nice pictures. Haha so we had our dinner and then went outside to this big patch of grass and just sat there, taking pictures. Then we heard all the NDP songs because they were having a rehersal and then I tried to sing along hahahaha. ( i feel so proud being a singaporean awww )

These pictures were taken just now. I'm so efficient, aren't I? Oh I'm having a bad hair day today and that sucks ( maybe that's the only bad thing that happened to me so far on this black friday ) hahahaha. Okay, maybe I'll go and meet Shanker and the rest later in the night. Friday nights are awesomeeeeee yessss. :)

2007-07-10T19:44:00.000+08:00

When there's nothing left to be said.

It's been a while since I come straight home after school and I did it today. :D I was so tired out from everything and I managed to have some time to myself. Anyway Jiaqi, Shanker and I have became sucha cam-whores these days. ( ok i know i've always been one ) But you see, it isn't a bad thing because cam-whoring is ultra fun and it makes me happy, somehow. I've decided to skip Manda's chalet because I wanna be a good girl and attend school. Also, it's going to be realllly far for me to get down to the chalet after lessons.

My appetite is really big these days ( all thanks to the time of the month ) and I don't like it actually.

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1/ I wanna watch HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER! :D
2/ I feel like going for a tan some time soon again, haha even though most of the time I spend only two hours there.
3/ I feel like having sakae sushiiiiiiiiiiiii.
4/ I wanna shop but I'm so dammit broke. ):
5/ Dinner time, goodbye.

2007-07-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

It hit so hard.

Mondays are just not my days. I don't know why but things always happen on the first day of the week and they're definitely, bad.

OKAY YES I'M SO BLOODY UPSET ( do i sound so? )

Tomorrow will be a better day ( i hope ) so goodnight world.

2007-07-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

Time after time.

I'm up and I've got the urge to blog even though I don't really know what to blog about. There's like a zillion things actually, it's just that I'm so lazy to get everything posted down here. Last week was like a rest week at school because there's only one test up. But from tomorrow onwards it's mad rush again and let me repeat this - I hate tests ( it's killing me ) oh yes.

I think I'm just going to stay at home today to have a good rest. But I'll change my mind if I receive a call or a text, hahaha. Anyway I shouldn't have turned down dates on people yesterday but anyway I had a good time with Sipei and Jiaqi in Chinatown and then Shanker and Jiaqi at Arab. :)

A very unglam pose of me but it's okay because it's okay to look unglam, hahahaha.

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I'm looking forward to the next weekend and as much as I know, it's gonna be packed. :) I still am not sure if I should skip one day of school for Manda's chalet next week because I really really want to be there and enjoy it with them. Oh well..

2007-07-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

Take heart.

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Y'know these days, I've been reading on this book called -Treasured Friends. It's a christian kind of book and I find it realllllly meaningful. :) And it kept me thinking about the people around me. There are some people in my life that used to be so dammit close to me but now things just changed. It seems like they're out of my life, somehow. It's kind of sad isn't it? Especially when you've already tried your best to keep that bond, things just had to change. Oh well.. people may come and go even if they used to be the closest to you. And as much as how I'm missing them, I've already given up that hope on closing up the gap.

I find that I don't have time for everybody that I should have time for now. ): How I wish weekends are longer and unlimited, hahaha okay look I'm just talking rubbish.

2007-07-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

You always seem to give me another try.

School has been so fun even though it has only been two days, hahaha. Today was even better because I _____ ______ again after test for the like, forth time. ( it's considered very good already ) Hahaha but this time, it was only Jiaqi, Sipei and myself. And I'm quite pleased with my grades for last week because it's mostly A's so I don't really feel guilty for today. Anyway we went to the National library, then walked over to Little India and then Arab street. :D Walked hell lots, but it was so fun. You'll be able to see later what we did over at Little India, :) Then at the end of everything, we went over to the Coffee Bean at the Raffles Hospital to take a rest. Was supposed to meet up with Stef & Eunice after school today but I'm so sorry I couldn't. ): Next Tuesdayyyyyy! I'll always remember -Every Tuesdays with ESC. :)

Yesterday after school was not too bad too. :):)

We were trying really hard not to laugh too loudly because we were in the library, hahaha. And Sipei took a good shot of us. :)

And she just kept snapping and snapping away.. like nobody's business hahaha.

Hahaha so this was what we did when we were there! Trying on the Sari and all that kind of stuff. :)

Jiaqi has more pictures over with her so I may upload again, when I've gotten them.

2007-07-01T12:57:00.000+08:00

And as you melt.

My mum brought me over to my aunt's place yesterday to have my hair highlighted, red. Haha okay, I kinda like it. :) Then I rushed down to meet Manda dearie in town. Yesterday was like a long-wait-for-bus day or something. The buses took like twenty minutes to come. Anyway Manda and I had pastamania for our late night dinner and I swear I wasted like half of my creamy chicken. ): Appetite's not good these days. So well, town was still packed with people even though shops were like all closed. We went around, into toilets, taking pictures as usual. Hahaha I enjoyed the time spent with her. :)

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:))

2007-06-30T14:36:00.000+08:00

In this early morning.

Half of the year has passed and today marks the last day of June. As usual, school's been good for the week except for all the tests.

Yesterday was good cause I left class earlier. Together with Matt and Jon, we went back to Fairfield to meet up with the rest of the Fives and settled the FDD tickets. Collected O'level cert and school magazine. On top of those, we had a greaaaaat time together with Miss Thio. :) Then Stella and I met up with Leonard in school and the three of us headed down to Holland to have dinner at Crystal Jade with Julia. Essential Brew up next for some ice-cream and fries. Cai offered to fetch Stella and I home cause he was like at Starbucks and he drove ( the best thing ) haha. We thought he could have brought us for a ride because it's a Friday night but nah, his dad needed the car so he couldn't. Then he offered to send Julia home too since she stayed nearby.

Weekends are good for catching up on some sleep/rest/friends. Whooooooot, my weekends are gonna be pretty packed as usual. :)

2007-06-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

Highway blues.

Hello, I'm feeling so stressed up over many things so I thought maybe I should just blog..

..even if it's just a picture.

Goodbyeeeeeee.

2007-06-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Be careful for what you wish for
Cause you might just get it all.

Since I'm done with my notes for tomorrow's test ( hopefully i'll be able to remember everything ) and I'm not feeling sleepy ( because i've napped for an hour or so today evening ) and there's practically nothing I'd wish to do now, I shall do some updates hahaha.

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This week is going to be really busy for me haha and I can't wait for Thursday to be over and for the weekends to be here. Weekends = love, that's a fact.

2007-06-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

There's always a first time to everything.

Cause everything that I do isn't enough to cover up whatever that I'm missing. Like suddenly, there's so many stuffs on my mind and I'm so upset about it.

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It's true I'm avoiding it because I'm so afraid things would not turn out well. But now it's starting to surface and I'm so bloody bothered.. by it.

Goodnight.

2007-06-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

Unintended love.

It's the weekends, oh yay yay yay yay yay. I need a break, seriously. School has been so tiring for the week, maybe because I'm still in a holiday mood and I couldn't adjust my body clock back to usual. Oh anyway I skipped school on Monday because I was so tired and I wasn't able to get to sleep the night before. The two tests I had this week were not easy, neither were they difficult. Just.. alright I guess. Anyway my grades for the tests before the holiday sucked, omg. I'm so upset about it and so, I'm going to buck up and make sure my gpa is good.

Met Stella, Julia and Kris to chill yesterday evening after my school. Had a great time with the three of them. Quality time, I call it. :) Then today, Cheryl and I met after school and we trained down to town to have dinner and shop. Haha sorry, I couldn't stand it anymore I just need to shop. I had a great time out with my dearest girl. Haven't been seeing her for a super long time even though we're studying in the same school. Met my classmates after she left, at PS. We just sat and slacked and walked around aimlessly.

2007-06-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

I just can't turn away.

Fives gathering was good, with the increasing number of people turning up each time. Hahaha anyway we had steamboat at Marina again, oh gosh it's the don't-know-how-many-million-times already. Then we could not decide where to head next but we came to a decision in the end - Holland. Haha so we walked all the way to the 196 bus-stop and the girls decided to go home instead of dropping down at Holland with the guys. Anyway I've got school tomorrow so I can't stay out late. ( wth the thought of it seriously sucks argh ) The rest of them have holiday until like next week! ): Okay, I can't complain much because I started the holiday earlier.

I'm so tired, goodnight.

2007-06-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

Standing in the front yard telling me how I'm such a fool
Talking about, I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted.

Met up with Julia this evening at Holland Village for dinner. Swensens Chicken Baked Rice plus Banana split made up a pretty filling meal for the both of us. Haha and then I kept ranting to her about the Mr Pirate Guy. Haha secret secret between us. :) Walked over to Starbucks, hoping that there's sofa seats for us to chill but nah. Then it was Coffee Bean next where we just gave up hope on getting the sofas so we sat down outside and started talking and taking some pictures. The company was good, thank you for it my dear. :D

Fives gathering tomorrow, I'm excited to see the usuals again. After so long, hahaha. And then it's school the following day, omg this sucks.

2007-06-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

It fits perfectly.

I've been so busy lately and I haven't really got any time to myself until like today when I got back home in the morning. Haha I went out with Manda dearest on Tuesday and I think that date should be taken note of because we hit like One Thousand over shots of pictures. Madness, really. All Manda's fault! Hahaha that girl's so enthu and she just kept snapping and snappin and I got so tired halfway through. Skipped class chalet on Wednesday because it's Melia's eighteenth birthday! Haha Gracia and I brought her out to Clark Quay first to have their Bungy ride. I swear it was so scary even watching them from the bottom okay. But I guess it was a really fun experience though. Then met Yvonne there and we went off to Marina to catch Shrek. The movie's really good, like I've expected. :) Oh we bought a cake for Melia and celebrated on this patch of grass opposite Esplanade. Then Yvonne left, while the three of us waited endlessly for a cab to Melia's place. Finally booked one and off we went.. Well guess what? We got into a minor accident, haha it was quite scary okay but anyway we were all fine so thank God. :D

Fruits celebrated for her at her place and we just slacked a while and then left when it was near to midnight. Class chalet was pretty much of a blast yesterday/today, hahaha. We had BBQ at night, followed by drinks after drinks and more drinks and it resulted in us running around everywhere, feeling so high and stuffs. Then night walk at night and our destination was to the - red house. Dammit, it was so freaky I swear but we still managed to climb in and took a walk inside. Haha okay, what an experience. Got back to the chalet at like about Four this morning. All of us knocked out and we checked out of the chalet at Ten.

Showered, used five minutes of internet and off I went to bed till Six in the evening. Dead tired, yes. And I haven't been having any food or drinks until I woke up. Felt so weak like I could just faint anytime. Haha now's much better.

Haha this was funny. We needed to borrow a lighter to light up the candle so Yvonne's friends happened to walk pass and they decided to join in with the birthday song after lending us the lighter.

Happy Eigteenth Melia! You can finally join Cheryl and I in the legal team. :)

The cake's so nice right! Haha wait till you see it after being cut/ate and stuffs..

Hahaha anyway we did not manage to eat everything. We threw like more than half of the cake away. Cause we put it in the freezer and it was so hard after that. How smart of us, hahaha.

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Weekend's quite packed too. Well, at least I don't have to feel guilty for not spending my two weeks of holiday wisely. Everything's just worth it. :)

2007-06-12T23:01:00.000+08:00

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way.

Haha we were all so excited! :)

Hahaha, Kristal's dad took this for us. The three shreks with french plaits. :)

Oh yes, the flight to Bangkok felt a little weird cause the plane was so empty. Haha but it was so peaceful, so it's actually a good thing.

Kristal Koh!

Stella Goh!

Clara Lee!

Kris : Oh we can go to the airport early on Tuesday to have Gelare because there's half price!
Clara : Oh yes but we shouldn't have too much, cause there's gonna be free food provided on the plane!!!
Kris : Hahahaha oh yes, typical Clara!

HAHAHA something like that! It's was so funny but we did not have gelare in the end anyway. We had sushi instead after we checked in. :) And Kristal's mum reminded me that we paid for the food and it wasn't free.

And.. we reached Bangkok.

Oh yes, that's the hotel we stayed in.

Oh yes we stayed in this hotel room for like one night and we switched to another room the very next day. Cause the view was ''too beautiful'' and the room just felt quite bad to us. Haha.

Everything's so nicely arranged on the first day.. haha but wait till you see the pictures of our room for the next few days. It's crazily messy!

This room holds much memories, really.

Oh we dined at this japanese restaurant ( i forgot the name of it ) and this bowl of noodles cost just a few bucks but here, it cost like Ten over bucks if I'm not wrong. Hahaha okay, this is meant to be random.

Oh we went to the supermarket near our hotel to get some snacks and stuffs for our stay.

And I would like to say, '' Yakult rocks my socks!'' Hahaha Stella and I were so addicted to it during our stay in Bangkok.

Haha and we love chilling in our room.

And second day started like that..

We took a train down to this shopping centre ( omg i forgot the name again! ), walked around, had ice cream and then..

We went to Siam Ocean World! Okay, now I know. The shopping centre is in Siam hahahaha.

The fishes are so beautiful! Haha so we toured inside the underwater world and it's so much better than Singapore's! Like so much more worth it.

I find this so cute! Hahaha.

NEMO NEMO NEMO! :D

Oh we sat on this boat and saw the fishes underneath the water. Okay, quite cool hahaha.

Hahaha this was really fun.

And Kristal's dad's friends treated all of us to this seafood restaurant. And the food was good, hahaha. Anyway some of the other days we had free rides here and there. People bringing us to shop, eat and stuffs. Hahaha it's really fun. :)

Our favourite : Banana Shake/juice! Hahahaha.

Oh that girl on the left is so cute, hahaha. She's Kristal's Dad's friend anyway.

Our late night suppers, hahaha.

We wore similar tops/bottoms and carried the same bags out and I was telling them that we really looked like three bimbos, hahaha. But it's cool, because we weren't in Singapore anyway.

Oh we went to this market place on the second last day and it was BURNING HOT, seriously. We couldn't take it after a while so we left. But before we did, we settled down at this cafe place to have ice cream and drinks to cool ourselves down. And we saw a lady who was having a heat stroke, omg. It was so scary, and I would like to forget about it.

We went back to the hotel and rested for a while and the three of us, plus Kristal's sis, took a taxi down to MBK again for a last minute shopping. Hahaha it was so fun because we were alone on our own.

We had dinner at this sushi restuarant and the food's good and cheap! Hahaha.

Stella and Kristal's sister went to the arcade, while kris and I just chilled at starbucks. :)

And now..

Haha look, that's how messy our room was.

And I'm finally done, omggggggggg.

I'll blog about today, tomorrow. Goodnight.

2007-06-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

What makes you different, makes you beautiful.

I'm back, yes. Haha but I miss everything back in Bangkok a lot. Like, it feels weird being back home. Haha I need some time to adjust back to things here. Shopping/girls and everytthing's just great. :) We splurged like anything over there but it feels so good okay. Hahaha like almost Four Hundred Bucks on clothes/footwears/accessories and all. I'll blog about my trip tomorrow again, with pictures.

Met Yvonne for movie today in the evening. Pirates Of the Carribean's pretty nice, with Orlando Bloom ( my favourite heartthrob star ) in the movie.

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My holiday's ending in six days time and that's not good at all. ): Anyway the rest of the days ahead are going to be so packed. And when school starts, it's going to be so busy because there'll be tests every week and I gotta start studying hard for it already. I wish everyday's just about waking up, shopping, side-seeing, eating, taking pictures and going back to bed. Just like in Bangkok.. haha.

2007-06-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

It's getting hard to,
be around you.
There's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to have the feelings?
And look the other way.

I'm finally leaving for Bangkok tomorrow! :) My flight's at 1330pm, and it's the first time I'm taking an afternoon flight. How cool is that, hahahaha. Anyway Stella and I are going to stayover at Krissie's house later on, after all our dinners and stuffs. And we may be meeting up with Manda for supper! Haha okay, I'm pretty excited for the trip. SHOP/CAM-WHORE/TANNING/SIDE-SEEING = OMG SO FUN :D

I'll be back! :)

2007-06-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

Not somebody just to get me through the night.

I've been so busy, ever since the last day of school hahaha. Was packing my stuffs for the trip just now and guess how long I took? Fifteen minutes, hahaha. But that's just half of it.

Anyway last day of school was pretty fun. We felt so relaxed and almost half of the class did not turn up. That day was like some -WE ARE SO GREEDY day. Some of them went down and took lots of food up to class for us and we just ate and ate and ate. ( btw the food wasn't meant for us ) And worse still, we ordered Mac's for lunch. WE HAD SHAKER FRIES! I'm so addicted to it, hahaha. School ended really early that friday, so I stayed back for a while in class to slack and went home to get changed and stuffs. Met Manda dear at the control station and we trained down to town. Oh gosh, that girl changed a lot. ( the way she talks hahaha ) But it's cool, I must say. And we just couldn't believe we were seeing each other after like let's say ten months. And she's leaving on Matt's birthday, how sad is that. The saddest thing is that she may not be even coming back to Singapore anymore. ): Okay, so yes we met Matt and Jon in Cine and we had cakes for our dinner at NYDC. Wheelock after for a photo taking session, haha and I've yet to receive all the pictures from Manda yet. Jon left, so the three of us just window shopped. Then Matt sent Liwen home and joined us again after.

The two of us felt so hungry and were craving for Swensen's chicken baked rice so we went to have it. Yummylicious, :D Then the three of us cabbed home after like midnight. The night was greeeeeat.

Went out with Jiaqi yesterday and town was so crowded, as usual. Then we went to meet Cindy, Si Pei and Leonard after that at City Hall since they wanted to meet up. Walked over to Esplanade ( our second home ) and just sat over there for a while before the both of us left. We met Jonathan on the way ( who was supposed to join us too ) and stole two bottles of Yakult! HAHAHA. I was supposed to go shopping with Cheryl yesterday but that girl has some problem with her bone or what so she couldn't. It kind of scare the hell outta me cause Clement called and said something happened to her, so I thought like omg what happened. Haha then Cheryl told me he just wanted to call and play with me. Anyway I met Stella cause she wanted to meet up with me ( since we haven't talked to each other at all for more than a week ) so yes, we got down to Bugis. Shopped, and this is the first time both of us felt so guilty. ( GO FIGURE OUT WHY YOURSELF HAHAHA ) Had dinner at this Thai restaurant, in which we found a strand of hair in one of our dishes. Omg, but it's okay we're nice people we just had it changed and that's all. Walked over to Arab street and we got lost, haha cause we wanted to go somewhere else.

This post is too wordy, no good. Hahaha today I was just staring at my wall full of pictures and I felt so sad. I wish time could freeze at the best times of my life. Okay now is the time to say ''CLARA PLEASE STOP DREAMING!'' Stella and I were talking about going back to Khaodee over dinner. And we really wouldn't mind spending like 5/6 days there with the kids. We miss them so much, really.

2007-05-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

And everything could just be a dream
If you want it to.

I had a great time out with my two lovely girls on Tuesday, after school. :) Haha we trained down to Changi Aiport because we wanted to take nice pictures. Then yeah, we walked around and I felt so excited because I'm flying off next Tuesday already! Hahaha I like going to the airport. It feels so good, especially when you're waiting for your flight.

School has never felt so relaxed before, yesterday. Hahaha but the individual presentation was quite scary though. But, I still loved yesterday. :) Jiaqi and I went to meet the guys at Esplanade and we just chilled around. Wanted to go to Zouk but we did not in the end, haha. Walked from places to places and I only got home at seven in the morning today, haha. I practically slept the whole of today away. Was supposed to meet for dinner today but I decided to stay at home and have it with my family. Anyway I was too tired to get out of the house.

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TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY BEFORE MY HOLIDAY STARTS! :D And MANDA'S BACK MANDA'S BACK MANDA'S BACK FROM US! Hahaha she's going to be here for two months I think. I'm gonna see her tomorrow omg! I'm so dammit excited and happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :):) Haha I can't wait for tomorrow to pass. Five more days, hahaha I'm so excited! My parents are the best. They're giving me like Three hundred Sing to spend in Bangkok. Of course, I hope not to spend all of it lah. ( I wanna save some for shopping in S'pore hahahahaha )

I can't wait to have picnic with Eunice too, which we have planned it weeks ago haha. And I miss the Fives. Can't wait to meet up with them when we have a gathering which would be some time soon I guess and can't wait for W14N's class chalet and all the little meet-ups.

2007-05-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Remember all the time
You spent with me
Remember all the things
You said to me.

Three more days of school and one more week to -HELLO BANGKOK. I seriously can't wait.

And I'm so excited for tomorrow. I'm going out with Eunice and Stef. ( i miss stef so much omggggggg ) And we're gonna have a good time out together after school. Nothing's gonna affect my mood tomorrow.

2007-05-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

If it makes you happy.

Thursday was so exciting, haha cause eight of us ran away from school after our test. The problem statement for the day was crazy, so we all decided to take a break and went to Cine for a movie. :) Blades Of Glory was so hilarious and touching at the same time. They headed down to the national library while I rushed down to meet Julia, Kris and Stella at holland. Sat at Gelare after their dinner and we just had little talks over deserts. Nice time spent I must say.

Had a good time in school on Friday, during and after school. Board games in the library, loud laughters and lame jokes made up my evening in school hahaha. Cindy, Jiaqi Sipei and I trained down to Marina to meet Shanker and his friend. And we made a fool outta ourselves at Macs, haha.

Yesterday was spent with Yvonne. Tanning session at sentosa was alright, with the sun in and out of the clouds hahaha. And when we left, it rained for a while. Anyway towned after that. It was so crowded and we were so dammit tired so we walked and sat for a long time and then walk a little again. Sales sales sales everywhere! But I must control! Hahaha.

I met up with Cindy and Jiaqi today at City Hall. Hahaha omg, the sales are driving us crazy. Hahaha I got so tempted and got some stuffs. But anyway they were so cheap okay! :) Then we decided to stop shopping cause all of us are getting broke already. Walked over to Esplanade and sat down for like pretty long. It felt good.

One more week of school, ahh hurry pass please!

2007-05-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

Like a stranger
On a sinking ship.

Haha we love standing in the middle of the road and just snapping a picture when there's no vehicle. :) Yesterday was worse. We kept laughing and laughing non-stop on the road and the guys thought we went mad, hahaha.

I was just playing with my hair and I decided to snap a few pictures of it, hahaha. I know I look like a freaking ghost in the picture.

I love the picture of the boy eating the ice cream, hahahaha I added it in there cause it looks so cute. :)

Hahaha okay, I was just plain bored and I didn't want to revise through my notes for tomorrow's test until like a moment ago.

IT'S SO FREAKING DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND, CRAP. ): And I've forgotten to eat my dinner until minutes ago. HAHAHAHA HOW DUMB CAN I GET! My appetite sucks these days, seriously. Okay, GOODNIGHT.

2007-05-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I got to step outside these walls.

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I wanted to have a hair-cut today but the shop was closed closed closed! Argh, what a wasted trip. Okay so I dropped by Kristal's place for dinner and we caught up quite a bit. :) Discussed about the trip and all that stuff, hahaha. SO EXCITING OKAY! :D There's a Understanding Test tomorrow, omg omg. I'm gonna read through all my notes for the last time before I go off to bed. I can't wait for Thursday to be over. No more tests! ( until after the two weeks break ) I wanted to skip school today. Y'know I hate waking up early in the morning and hearing the sound of the rain and all that thing. It makes me wanna just fall back into bed and continue sleeping. Hahaha the waking-up-part is always the hardest.

Actually I realised I don't blog about everything that's happening in my life. But it's good. My personal life will continue to remain private, in here. :)